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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy New Year!


2009 is upon us so I thought I should take a moment to reflect back on 2008 and the highlights for me and my family.

I think as I grow older I will look back on 2008 as "my year"...why you ask? Well, I think finally I found myself and I became 100% comfortable in my own skin. I sought out solutions and they made me a stronger person for myself, my family and hopefully my friends. In some respects I could call this my "ah ha" year and I am grateful.

2008 was the turning point for my career I was given the green light in February to start moving forward with new ideas at work which have lead to a more enriching a fulfilling work life. I am not going to say it hasn't been hard but at least I am secure in my job and enjoying what I am doing.

2008 has been a big year for the kids, Lauren is a big first grader learning and speaking Spanish daily and growing before my eyes. This year it has become clear that he next 10 to 11 year before she goes off to college are going to go by in a flash, so I am trying to enjoy them and her infectious smile as much as I can each day. Jackson has become quite the young man, he is my old soul child, wise beyond his years and his words of wisdom makes me smile each an everyday.

2008 has been a big year for Dan, first he had many surgeries to repair the beating that the Army has provided his body over the last 20 years and we believe that he is on the mend. However 2008 will be remembered as the year that Dan retired from the military after 20 years of service. I am so proud of him and his accomplishments, he tends to downplay the good things that he does and I for one like to be his cheerleader and remind him of how wonderful he is as a solider, father and husband.

2008 brought household change for me, I have always worked outside the home and relied on Daycare specifically a daycare center for my children, to me it felt more reliable and stable. After many ups and down in the au pair/daycare world I decided to make the jump to in home care which would allow for my children to be home in the summer as well as allow them to have play dates and other great fun instead of being in daycare. I must say I wish I had made the move long ago. I was able to find a preschool for Jackson which I adore and the kids really couldn't be happier. As a matter of fact just yesterday Jackson asked when Ms Celia (know to some of you as Rosa) was coming back. That tells me that he is fond of her or that she is not as strict as I am and he wants her back :) LOL

2008 also brought me the love of writing and a place to release my thoughts and talk to those who have like interests and those that don't. Blogging has been a sort of therapy for me and each of you have played a roll in that and for that I thank you for the bottom of my heart!

In 2008 I decided it was time to get back in shape, so in January I set out on the journey that most do that time of year and I am a happy to say I stuck with it and lost 25lbs. Then on a bit of a challenge I set a goal of running my first ever 10K (6.2 miles). I did that in Oct and I then did 2 more times turning in my best time of the year in my last race. Who knows the years ahead may hold a marathon for me!

Yes, 2008 has been a great year.....so is it possible for 2009 to be better...in a word YES! There are big things coming in 2009 I can feel it. For those of you that have ever had the opportunity to see rolling thunder here in DC on Memorial Day weekend you will relate to the this...2009 feels to me as though I can hear it roaring just like the roar of the motorcycles before they take off for their rolling thunder ride. There is a certain rumbling in my life right now and it all feels good and I look forward to sharing it with all of you over the coming year!

Happy New Year may 2009 be your best year ever!

***Don’t forget to enter my Giveaway you have till Friday at midnight eastern!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

waraku casual dining

Waraku casual dining with Kyuru. marina outside of 7-11 area. OMG. de most delicious japanese food ever!! so worth my money! superrr yummy. and it makes u feel darn full too =D go try it. very delicious ^^ i ate de beef paper "steam boat" set. YUM! Kyuru decided to order a lime cocktail and a umeya alcohol drink for us. i was omg no!!! i can't drink @_@~ yea i got high aft drinkin a simple cocktail =_= plain water taste better XD they gave us free fan to promote thier new opening. Waraku de Gohan at orchard.
























bread bowl at soup spoon in bugis aft dat. so full @_@. Anderson ice cream. i still tink haagendaz is still de most best, yummy and of a great quality ice ream =)
going downtown east for countdown i tink XD! if everyone's present at least 10 ppl will be going woo!

eoy

random past eoy pics. i look so feirce @_@!









Monday, December 29, 2008

Merry Christmas!

We've finally figured out how to divide up Christmas! Christmas Eve and early Christmas morning with my family, and the rest of Christmas Day with Adam's. Then we get to go to both families and get all Peterson traditions in :) Here's how our weekend went. We got off work after 1:00 pm on Christmas Eve and hurried home to shower, pack our stuff, and go over to my parent's house for Christmas Eve dinner. After dinner, we went with my whole family to see the lights at Temple Square. I don't know why the temple is green....
Then we went back to my mom and dad's to hang out and spend the night. The sleeping part was a little tricky, with a small bed and two LARGE people :) We were woken up by the kids and opened presents. Adam got a Rotozip and router table to use in his woodshop, and a fly-tying book so he can learn some new fly-fishing flies. I got new cowgirl boots, a cute dress, and an OLD Nintendo Adam found in his parents basement that I've wanted forever! Best Christmas Ever!
This was a sibling gift exchange for us. We love this flag and have already hung it up at home :)
Here's Mom and Dad, opening presents. She can't wait to watch Mama Mia!

My brother Brant and his cute girlfriend, Shelene opening presents.

Here's Cristl, very pregnant, and very much missing her hubby who's in Iraq. To make her feel less isolated, I put our brother-in-law, Phil, in the pic with her :)

Here's sister Chantel with her kiddos, Baby Brynlee, McKayla, and Parker. Favorite presents? Parker loved his "spinny" things and McKayla love her sparkly presents.

After presents, we got ready and spent an our shoveling ourselves out of the driveway at my parent's (10 inches!!) and finally got out and on our way, running a little late :) The roads were bad until we got to 90th south and then it was dry, like another world! The breakfast casserole at Adam's Aunt Tracy's was great, and we hung out there until it was time to go up to Adam's grandparent's house for dinner. Here's me and my mother-in-law, not moving after we've eaten too much.
Awwww, such a cute couple :)
After dinner, we went back to Mom and Dad's to play games with everyone. We stayed until 11 and got ready to leave, our car packed full of presents! It was so windy, but we only had to drive 5 minutes.....or so we thought. The road to Suncrest was a white-out and after about 35 seconds, we found ourselves suddenly stuck in a snowdrift! Couldn't even see it! After trying to get out, I called my dad to come rescue us. Adam made me stay in the car, it was so cold and windy, while him and my dad tried to see and get us out. There is no tow hook on my car, so they finally got down in the snow and hooked it to my axle. Then I started freaking out because I had to steer while my dad pulled me backwards out of the snow and I could see out of my windows. Luckily, I rolled down the window an inch and Adam guided me (took a lot of trust). We got out of the drift, but as I pulled around to drive back to my parents house for the night, the wind pushed me into a snowdrift! Serious! So, Adam tried to push as I rocked the car, yelled at it a lot, and finally got through. I slowly drove the block to my family, didn't dare park in the driveway all of the way, but as I pulled in just enough to get out of the street, it started sliding towards my sister's van. I screamed out my now open window "I can't stop!" so my dad and Adam pushed the sliding car into a pile of snow before it hit the van. Finally, we were to shelter without any extra clothes or undies. Adam was freezing, standing in the wet snow blowing like crazy for 1 1/2 hours so we got him dry and went to bed around two. The next morning was another "shovel for an hour to get our car out" morning but we REALLY wanted to get home and shower. Oh, we need to get new tires after having to spin them to get out of the snow, and somehow the E-brake cable broke when my dad was pulling us out. But luckily, that's all! Wow, that's a long post and I'm exhausted just re-living it!

Sunday, December 28, 2008

tagged

1. The person who tagged you is? Suki
2. Your relationship with her? Good fren
3. Your 5 impression of her? kind, like to eat raw/cold food(but cooked already like ham),sweet,funny luffter,awesome
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you? buy me "Lirin" belt =X
5. The most memorable thing she had said to you? her fave word "no free lunch" :X!!
6. If she becomes your lover, you will? "kyaa Suki dun rape me!!" =X
7. If she becomes your enemy, you will? just keep quiet. but it's impossible man!
8. What is it that you want to tell her now? let's go out together!
9. Your overall impression of her? really nice girl ^^
10. How do you think people ard you feel about you? Stupid Lirin. irritating idoit.
13. The characters you hate of yourself are? too many to say really XD
14. The characters you love yourself are? i tink for others? *shrug* XD
15. The most ideal person you want to be is? Lirin!
16.For people who care and like you, say something to them: feed me. i'm too skinny =(
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you wish to knw how they feel about you: 1Tama, 2Mizu, 3Zean, 4Nette, 5Ice, 6Farhana, 7Michelle, 8Wei jie, 9Fion, 10Mike

18.who is no.6 having relationship with? WAT. :X
19. Is no.9 a male or female? Female
20. If no.7 and 10 are tgt, will it be a good thing? LOLLOLLOL can't imagine
21. what is no.2 studying about? university!
22. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?xmas!
23. what kind of music band does no. 8 like? probably jpop, happyjrock
24. does no.1 have any siblings? one brother.
25. will you woo no. 3? no he's my god bro hahaha!
26. how bout no. 7? shell~~ *glares at her and drools*
27. is number 4 single?nope. lol
28.what is the surname of no.5? WONG!
29.what's the hobby of number 10? staring t ceilings or photography?
30. does no. 5 and 9 get along well? yep.
31.where is number 2 studying at? SIM? XD!
32. talk something about no. 1: *cook egg on face* ja chu~~~ <3
33. have you tried devolping feelings for no. 8? definately not!
34. where does no. 9 live? bukit panjang area
35. what colour does no.4 like? not sure XD
36. are no.1 and 5 best friends? hahaa i hope they meet soon
37. does no.1 have any pets? nope. i'm his pet @_@ moew
38. is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? yea!! =D
39. what is no. 10 doing now? no idea! haha

vampire knight

Vampire Knight Guilty. all mine!!!! darn it. it's like my fave anime besides Genomaden Saiyuki. can u believe it? omg... i love de plot. perfect. alot of twist. super. i love it. MINE MINE MINE *chews self and drool* oh.. there is a full ver of still doll.. ahh!! so nice! *listens till ear bleeds* waitin for last episode!

Giveaway!!!!

It's Giveaway time!!!!

Really, it's I screwed up and you benefit time! LOL
I bought these games thinking they worked in our PS2 wrong!!! So you get to benefit. If you have a Portable Playstation or know someone who does then this is the giveaway for you.

Way to win!
1) Leave me a comment as to why you would like these games and you will be entered for the drawing.
2) If you leave a comment and post about this on your blog I will give you 2 entries.
3) And if you tell your friends and they come to leave a comment and let me know in that comment that you referred them you will get an entry for each comment referral!
Drawing Ends on January 2nd at 12am eastern time.

Here is the Prize! 2 PSP games One is Scooby Doo and the other is Hot Wheels
Good Luck!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Christmas Wrap up...and a giveaway!

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, I know we did. The kids are still on their Christmas high and I have finally relaxed to the point that I have slept in till 8 am almost every day since I have been off. Although that is going to come back and bite me when it is time to go back to work January 5th!

Here are a few pictures form our Holiday some are of my mom with the kids. Mom came over for Christmas Eve. Then on Christmas Day we opened presents and hung out in our PJ's all day as a family finally about 4pm we got ready for Christmas dinner at our dear friends house.


Brother Sister Love

Lauren and her favortite gift, notice who she is singing to

Dinner with the Andahazy's


Dinner at my house with my mom



My mom and the kids

All in all a great holiday! So how was yours??

Giveaway Announcement!!!
I will host a giveaway this week!!!! I have 2 Playstation Portable games to give away, so if your children have a PSP check back soon!

Friday, December 26, 2008

new yr resolution

Lirin's New Year Resolution
1) learn chinese (i wonder if i can. i can't even say 1000 in chinese or tell apart left & right)
2) be a less sensitive girlfren
3) pull my self esteem up
4) shop more!! :X
5) get a job wif cute outfits. *lalala* (i can't help it. if my face is trash so why not make de clothes talk rite???=D)

*still updating list*

tis mon going to escape wif sch frens. OMG! GO KART!!! ROARRRRR *bites everyone and slaps Kyuru wif my ass* sry. sudden impulse :X yayness.

on xmas day

on xmas day, i went to Tama's auntie's hse to celebrate xmas. ate lunch buffet. was tired haha. didn't take any pics. XD den ard 5pm i left for my former dad's side. wee lots of yummy food. gambled, & lost $5 straight. cuz my luck in 21 cards IS SUPER BAD. dun believe come play wif me hahaa! serious. aft dat give presents. present=money. LOL. so total i got a $100 from all my aunts and uncles. cool rite. XD




















aft xmas, went jp wif my mum. JP changed ALOT. i wanna work at de icing room. cute outfits and u get to decorate cakes!!! omg. so cool. so colourful @_@~~ ard evening, step dad drove me and Dita to animal recovery center for her annual check up. Dita got pretty confused in de car LOL. we reached, he parked car 1st & i went in de room.
Vet: "so! how's our little friend today?"
*Dita stops for a sec & starts running ard faster* LOL. darn cute. yep. he said everythin's ok but a little skinny. (like me :X) yep.

Mizu's huse

Mizu's doggie momo. Muffin joined us for xmas eve. cooked yummy food. exchanged presents. went down play wif sparkle. to be frank... we were quite pissed at dat time. *shrug* pretty boring at dat moment. but aft dat we were alrite.









played pool and slacked at mac de entire nite. xmas arrived and everyone was present, going ard wishing merry xmas except Zean kor who's in de toilet. LOL! funny. yea.. let's do a proper celebration nx yr! =D

xmas

parents bought me and Tama a casio/babyG watches for xmas. =_= so ex... i'm grateful but i WISHED she saved de $ for herself. Zean kor bought me a bunny bag CUTE! Suki got me hersey's lip gloss and mizu got me a checkered shirt. =D arigato! ^^
















before xmas stayed over my hse to prepare de food, watched "harold&Kumar" ate alot of ovenED food. hahaha! went down ard 2am to slacked and smoke(for em). kor wore my glitter slipper omg... his feet's so white and girly. XD! yeaa

finally

after days of excitement mixed with insomnia she is here and i am an auntie.yeah.

JASON MRAZ- I'M YOURS

song that i like so much!!! favourite aku sorang ni nk buat concert kt Malaysia tp aku nk laaa PEGI SGT2 tau...

arrrgggghhhhhhhh....nk pegi, nk pegi, nk pegi!!!!





PRESENTS FROM HUBBY!!!

Finally,selama yang aku dok think...think...think dh pun terbongkar!!! aku dapat perfume BVLGARI OMNIA AMETHYSTE from hubby. i like the smell cozz x kuat sgt bau sbb aku tak suka sgt bau perfume yg terlalu kuat sbb nanti aku gerenti sakit kepala la so bvlgari ni bau dia just nice and i love it!! 





so thanks hubby coz u gave me this great present... really appreciate sgt2!!!

all done...chowwww....

CAMERA HILANG!!!!ARGGGHHHHHHHHHH.....


 SAKITNYE HATIKU BILA CAMERA LAKIKU HILANG!!!! AKU PUN X TAU LA APE PUNYE SUWEYY LA. 

sebab camera hilang aku kena marah ngan lakiku kaw2 la. sampaikan handfon pun kena tarik balik,dia kata nanti aku hilangkn fon tu lak!!! arrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh... mmg sakit hati+otak semua la sakit! bukan murah nyer camera dh la mahal,grrrr grrrrr....



so now hanya tinggal kenangan je la!!! abis semua picture yg aku amik hilang!!! sumpah kalau org yg jumpa camera aku tu mmg aku x halalkan.... I MEAN IT!!!


ok lah chowwww...

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

new year.new life.

happy new year.
semoga tahun yang akan menjelang tidak lama lagi akan lebih mematangkan & memajukan diri saya.
amin.
2.0.0.9

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Leapin' Lizards!!!!

Ok so for you long time readers you know I had an au pair several years back. At the time it seemed like a great idea, the cost was equal to what I was paying in daycare and the thought of having a young lady from another country who could become an extended part of our family seemed intriguing, plus there was, what I thought at, the time bonus factor of having someone who lives there. Our first Au pair Ok, it was our first time and we learned a bit with her. Our second one not great we had to send her packing after 2 weeks because she was totally unable to drive. Our third a total mooch who cared more about partying like and American girl and finding a sugar daddy then about my kids. We sent her packing after 5 months. It was ugly, we basically got tot he point we couldn't trust her and we needed to strike fast. We informed her (we did talk with the program counselor first) that we were going to rematch (let her go) and explained that the events of the prior weekend were the final straw.

So that was Sept 2008, we have not heard from her once since then. No I'm sorry for the way I acted, or thanks for all you did for me (digital camera, trips with us etc.) and no communication with the kids. This bothered me the most because I couldn't understand how you could spend 5 months with these kids and not want to check in to see how they are doing.

So fast forward to last night, (yeah you know what's coming but keep reading anyway!!!) I pull in the driveway, I notice there is a strange car with NC plates across the street from my house, ehh the neighbors must have friends over I thought to myself. I walk in the garage door, head up the stairs and I hear voices, Hmm one of the neighbors must be over I think. I turn the corner and there she was! Fernanda the au pair we sent packing 15 months ago has returned from Brazil and she is not alone her sister who is an au pair now in NC is with her. She reaches out smiling to give me a hug, I am in shock I am sure my face looked like this!
My husband then hands me a drink which I thought was diet coke, no that would be rum and coke!!!!...I knew I loved this man. Dan ushers us into the family room, where we have chit chat, I am sure my mouth is still hanging wide open. She is here in my house acting as though all is fine like she left under wonderful terms (trust me it was bad).

The kids really weren't sure who she was and they are nice enough to her but not like they were with Abby when she came to visit in Oct. We wrapped up our visit and she says to me I am sorry for the way things ended, I have missed not hearing from you or the children. I will say I felt for her, however living with her for 5 months I knew something was up. She kept looking at me like she wanted to say more but I think she could tell I wasn't buying it. As she walked out the door she said she hoped to be back to visit soon because she now has a 5 year visa.

I have a number of theory's as to why she appeared but I will take the high road (until proven wrong) and say she came by in the spirit of Christmas and was genuine in her apology.
here is a picture of all of us as well as one with her and the kids.


Thoughts???
BTW even while typing this I am still stunned that she showed up totally unannounced, from Brazil no less!

Home for the holidays

my flight home is tomorrow morning at 9:45 a.m. i've just finished packing, and have never packed so light for a week-long trip. well, light in terms of clothing that is -- i have two large plastic bags full of presents for family and friends, and that was my biggest motivation to keep my outfits down to a minimum. the presents also serve as placeholders in my suitcase -- for all the things i plan to shop for and bring back to singapore!

i've been in holiday mode since yesterday, a condition allowed by the surprising lack of activity at the office. this year's batch of clients, miraculously enough, celebrate christmas and are thus all on leave. apparently last year, the company was deluged by hindu and muslim clients, forcing everyone to work through the holidays. luckily, this year has allowed me to pretty much bum off. anticipation for my trip home has been building steadily throughout the day -- an anticipation that i've never ever felt before. after all, this is my first year away from home. the rush of excitement is a new and welcome feeling. 

marlon and i exchanged presents this evening after a very lazy dinner care of mcdonald's. i know, we should have some kind of elaborate christmas dinner, us being such foodies and this being our first christmas together, but i guess "holiday mode" has taken over at home as well. nobody wants to cook and clean -- not when there's a flight to catch tomorrow!

anyway, we agreed to do our gift swap (i hate it how they say "swop" here, hahaha) tonight because we were both giving each other something heavy and bulky. i want to do a show-and-tell with pictures, but suffice it to say we both loved each others' gifts! and marlon is playing with my gift to him right this very minute and has been doing so for the past hour. :-)

right now i'm a teeny bit apprehensive about the weight of my check-in luggage, and an itty bit sad about leaving rogue by herself for the next seven days, but all in all i am happy, content, at peace, and sort of full and buoyed up inside. just the way i want to be the day before christmas.

and so before i disappear into my internet void (i'm leaving the laptop here since all we have at mom's is a crappy dial-up connection), i just want to say: merry christmas everyone! i hope we all have a joyful, loving and peaceful christmas!

Monday, December 22, 2008

shoppin and more shopping

Tama bought me a snowflake necklace and a bearbear for me! =D happy! it's beautiful but yays to my lousy megapixels =_= so can't see de crystals. went shoppin at far east and bugis. slacked at soup spoon again haha


















check out de load of presents under de chirstmas tree! =D




 

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