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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

akai namida

DON'T read if u dun want to. just a bullshit post.


i've come to de stage where i literally am cryin dry tears.. i've none left to shed. i feel.... alone.. my biggest fear... of being lonely... alone.. got no one to turn to at de moment... i'm so scared of being alone i cry and shiver and beg for tis darkness to end... i hate myself... i wish i dropped down and died right there and den... i feel.. so empty? wanted to sms mizu for some comfort but i've limited smses.. which made tings worse... i HATE myself.. i swear i WISH I WAS NEVER BORN. everyone wld be so much happier... oh god.. i'm like really crying dry tears now... screw tis. screw ME.

can i change tings for de better, for u? i've no choice since i'm not able for a suicide cuz of u... You're the reason why i'm not doing it............... pls? can i..?

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