needs job

i'm jus pissed stressed PISSED.. it's so hard to find a job DAT SHE WANTS. cuz it's de economy downturn blablabla dat i can't find a proper job. i'm planning on workin jobs like petshop, subway, movie ticketer, etc for de time being to earn pocket money since i can't FREAKIN FIND any admin jobs dat she wans me to do. i'm so sick and tired. i nd de money. and i'm almost confident i can get those temp jobs rite away cuz of my history of sales jobs. already so many admin/recep jobs rejected cuz it's hard to find and i'm stupid. i'm jus super angry. argghhhhhh....... y can't she just get it. i'm already rotting at home for weeks already. everyday finding for UR type of job. TSK. i hate my life.