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stupid imeem is screwing up de nice songs...
headache. stress. more headache. i dunwan de receptionist job but i got it. why. i dun get it... sigh. gonna try it for awhile... but i'm 80% confident dat i might quit cuz i nv liked sittin still in office. but it's de recession BLABLABLA. stable job. i know. but it's like going against my will... it's like u put food dye in de flower roots to change it to baby blue but in actual fact de flower's natural colour is white. do u tink de flower likes it? but de flower has no choice cuz de person has already put food dye into it's system. WAT THE HELL AM I TOKIN ABOUT? i wish i was not born at all..