omg kid at heart questionnair

got tis from Sis's blog.
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You Act Like You Are 12 Years Old

You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life. You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)!

What Age Do You Act?

seriously. this is not funny. =\

my feelings

mm.. seriously sometimes i think dat life it's just a bull shit to me. well actually all the time. maybe i've yet to grow up myself... but i've been tinkin.. wat's death like? i'm not being all sad,emo shits and stuff. just curious. is that a good sign? or rather not..

Shiawase wa nani? wat the hell is happiness? which person in this world has ever achieve happiness AND kept it for a long time? tell me! i would love gettin to know de person.

From my point of view, happiness is just short term phycological drugs which keeps u away from the main point of suffering. Meaning, being unhappy is the "BASE" of life.

it's a cradle to grave situation where everyone feels happy for a short period of time. really, what has life have to offer? the truth is... i really wished i wasn't born. i dun blame my mama ok... it's just that all de world has is nothin but sufferin with small doses of hapiness.
yes i do find hapiness now and then.. but dat's about it. maybe i shld'nt tink so much and everythin. like yar~ i'm 18 and ppl says i'm metally 13. =_=~

but right now, i may sound immature.. talkin bout being happy or sad. but don't u all tink that de complicated situations starts from these very same simple subjects that i'm applying? well... i tink simple.. in a complicated way. (huh? :X) sigh.

one ting i am very good at, is being an actress of lies to myself. hiding behind that fake unmoving smile whenever i'm unhappy. only when times i just can't take the pain anymore, will i just keep quiet and do nothin. i really dispise myself for being like dat. so i tell myself and to you readers, to find true hapiness. to never give it up. fight for it. take it all.

for it's the only thing where a tiny flitter of hope starts to take flight.

went outtttt nowadays fight my dar. =( dyed hair.

heck! wat da hell am i doing? ahahaha

heyy~ look at my freak face! i so wanna slap me self. nya hah!


Couple bear Tama bought for his parents~ and Tama wif his dingdong face desu. hahaa

COME ON! together: AWWW~~~ my sweet sweet lil baby Dita. still de naughty shit she is. XD

okay! so like Xmas is comin tmr huh.. and only tis entry did i mention bout xmas! why is dat so? maybe cuz i'm pretty down! wee har. =_= ok nvm. so like... i stayed home today. ARGH freakin retarded mofaggot. i hate stayin home.

cuz 1) i tend to tink ALOT. 2) dun like being lonely. 3) i might do implusive things......

.............................like for example!

i just dyed my hair! HAHA. and it was on de spot decision. lalala~ (i've got free hair dye products anyway =\ who wans? i've extras.)

mmm.. HAPPY YES I AM! takes my mind off tings too and i really like de color~ but totally not acceptable by sch. darn darn darn it. (althou it's still a lil dark coloured for me :X) will show u guys pic another time.

aye~ i can't slp now. @_@~ heh. met up wif Elie sis one of de days, met Farhan ytd. Had a BIG fight wif my sweet heart. *-*

so... xmas is comin.. a season of joy.. more like shit to me for tis yr. xmas is a day where ppl start enjoyin instead of workin their arses off. m i right? HELL YES. a day where u spend quality time wif family&frens. s'pore shld suspend workin for a day on xmas. hpmh! (selfish Lirin) so my dear readers whom i know reads but does not tag, take time off. no matter how much dat deadline is gettin closer, no matter how hectic work is, 1 DAY definetly won't kill.

it's not like u wld die wld u? come on! xmas~~ helloooo. *takes santa's sweet red ass and hits everyone* but of course, girls do be careful if u're celebratin in town. u might get molested~ and STAY OFF illegal spray cans! de police security are gettin tighter. their gonna check ur bag blablabla. read de news dearies! =)

wish u guys MERRY XMAS yar! lovelove.

why am i not infused with the chirstmas spirit? i wan my puddins and candy canes.