argh...

i'm angry. i'm sick of myself. i HATE MYSELF. i feel suicidal. can i cut my throat? just so i could feel alive????? ..... i feel dead. i hate tis feeling. i'm jus a useless peice of forktarded shit. All my mini life problems are building up and i jus keep running and running and running away.... how long can i endure huh.... better still, my mood swings are startin and i REALLY feel sucidal. somehow i've kinda grown attached to de word suicide. wish i was not born AT ALL! so i won't make others suffer too. pffffffffffttt..... i really dispise myself. disgusting useless idoitic moron. useless. USELESS.

i'm a nothing.